Hello,
Sorry I haven’t been around in a while. I have been busy. I have finally received a date for my surgery which will be the 14th November. I will be admitted to the hospital on the 13th November . I think this is to draw blood and more tests. The thought of hanging about in a hospital doesn’t exactly thrill me, but in a way it is nice to know that the ball is finally rolling.
I am trying not to think about it too much as I am scared. They said I will probably be about a week in the hospital, if all goes to plan. I will be staying at my parents afterwards. I feel guilty about this as they are elderly. They don’t really need the stress or the burden of me.
I’m trying to be prepared. I have my button up shirts to wear, earplugs a facemask and new crocs. I am considering I will probably be quite bored in the hospital so I am bringing some books.
Not much else to say really. It could still get cancelled. I am grieving my old body and waiting for my new one.